I want you for much more than you want me…
and it hurts.
I need to realize this and get it the fuck out of my head.
I will never be yours no matter how much I wish,
I’m not pretty, skinny, anything.
I need to unattach myself from you..
I want to be there for you now,
I want to be there for you when you leave,
I want to be there for you when you’re a million miles away,
I want to be there for you when you come home.
You don’t want me to, though.
Actually I’m not sure since you confuse the living hell out of me. I want to make you happy, I want you to think of me when you wake up and when you go to sleep.
I want you to get excited when you’re seeing me the next day.